Last Saturday morning I re-entered the pain and privilege of BSF leadership. Or, as the hub and I used to call it back when we were BOTH leaders, “Brutality.”
Yep, because you have to drag yourself out of bed at 5:15 every Saturday morning in order to be in your seat at the leaders’ meeting by 6:40, ready and raring to go. It’s not so hard now, while global warming is making its brief visit to Michigan and the temperatures are unseasonably warm, but it will be full on brutal in January and February and March. Especially this time around because we won’t both have to get up. Seeing the hub all slumbering and warm under our down comforter Saturday after Saturday – though I will be truly be happy for him – is gonna’ make me wanna’ smack him every time I feel that first assault of not-under-the-comforter winter air.
Brutality aside, it really is a privilege to be in the leaders’ circle discussing what we studied with those who take studying seriously; serving alongside those who are committed to excellence.
One of the first things we do in leaders’ meeting each week is get on our knees and pray. We cover every aspect of the upcoming Monday night class, which means we are on our knees for a long while. Provisions are made for those who have back and knee problems – they can stay in their chairs. I thought about staying in my chair, because of my still-healing foot, but, since it was my first meeting back after an eight year absence, I didn’t want to appear high-maintenance. So down on the floor I went.
That was a mistake.
Get off your chair or sofa for a second and get on your knees, all the way down so your butt is on your heels. See how the top of your feet flatten out? If you have a frayed peroneal tendon, putting your foot in that position, as I discovered that fateful morning, is a big, BIG mistake.
About three quarters of the way through prayer time I couldn’t take the pain any longer and I rolled unto my hip into a semi-sitting position, knocking into the woman on my left. (It’s a tight circle.)
It’s been six days and my foot still hurts. A lot. And I’m limping again.
So as I pulled into Costco this morning, rounded the parking lot to the top of an aisle and surveyed the long line of parked cars before me, I thought, Crap, I’m going to have to walk. And it was going to hurt.
Which brings me to my final quote of this Three Day Quote Challenge:
If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! – Jesus (There’s no one better to quote than Jesus.)
In the same split second that I surveyed the sea of cars and thought, Crap!, I also asked, Father, will you please open up a spot for me?
And just like that the back-up lights lit on the car parked in the space right in front of me. The space right next to the handicapped space, The CLOSEST space I could possibly get without a handicapped sticker.
Hey! Thank you!
And thanks for leftovers for lunch.
Now I’m passing the Three Day Quote Challenge to the following bloggers because I’d like to read what they have to say: