I awoke at 5:30 am with a heavy heart. An excruciatingly heavy heart. Little Dixie has not had a proper bowel movement – not any kind of a bowel movement at all, really, since her surgery Monday. She practically (and literally) busts a gut straining to go and produces only a drop or two.
And I’ve been worried.
Worried that all that straining is going to tear the sutures holding the the two ends of her intestines together.
Worried that she has a blockage.
Worried that she’ll never have a normal poop again.
Worried that the starchy sweet potatoes I fed her the other day are stuck like a blob of paste in her bowels, holding up traffic. What was I thinking?
I woke up crying and praying and confessing.
I’ve always been strong, smart, competent. But this morning I was vividly aware of my weakness, my ignorance, my inability to get her bowels moving.
I curled into a fetal position in heartbroken fear that I may have harmed her. I pulled the covers over my head. I said I was sorry.
I confessed that I should have consulted God before feeding her this week.
I thought of all the mistakes – sometimes fatal – that parents make with their children and pets, that doctors and vets make with their patients.
How do they live with it?
How do any of us endure life in such a state of powerlessness, weakness, ignorance?
These are questions that have never been asked, felt, or even been on my radar in all my 57 years.
But early this morning I felt the weight of every one of them.
“That’s always been the human condition,” the Spirit answered. “Welcome to the human race.”
I lay there another half hour trying to go back to sleep because I’ve had a killer sore throat and I was going to need my voice today.
I went downstairs to make breakfast for the friends and found Dixie curled up on the family room floor with the hub. I sat with them a minute and pet her lethargic little body and then I got up and said, “I’m going to make breakfast.” And with that Dixie jumped up and followed me into the kitchen. Thank you Jesus.
While I was cooking, the hub took her into the yard and she pooped a tiny little poop.
Oh happy day!
Maybe she’ll survive my ignorance after all.
Here’s my subtle sin: I’ve been googling bowel surgery recovery all week. I’ve been calling the animal hospital looking for guidance – which I haven’t really gotten. I’ve been seeking answers and help from every source except the One who created her little digestive system, the One who has the know-how and power to heal her. Oh sure, I’ve prayed for her, but I didn’t ASK what to do for her. I just leaned on my heretofore competent understanding.
I went to church and gave the sermon.
The Lessons Appointed for Use on the First Sunday of Lent:
Genesis 2:15-17; 3:1-7
Almighty God, whose blessed Son was led by the Spirit to be tempted by Satan: Come quickly to help us who are assaulted by many temptations; and, as you know the weaknesses of each of us, let each one find you mighty to save; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.
I saw God mighty to save when I was working as a messenger in a law office. I worked there for a year while I took the LSATs and applied to law schools – just to make sure law was what I wanted to do.
One of my many duties was to occasionally sit in for the receptionist while she was at lunch. The phones were quiet one day and I had a verse to learn.- 1 Corinthians 10:13: “No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted He will also provide a way out so you can stand up under it.”
I memorize best by writing things out so I wrote the verse on a sheet of paper. I wrote it again and again until it filled both sides of the page. Halfway through the hour the phone lines started ringing and by the time Kathy returned from lunch my paper was buried under a pile of messages.
Kathy took her seat behind the desk and I rushed out to file a motion.
When I returned to the office a few hours later Kathy called me over to the reception desk.
“I assume this is yours,” she said, holding up the page.
Before I could apologize for leaving it behind she continued, “Thank you. It saved my life.”
One of our clients had been flirting shamelessly with Kathy. She was a lovely, Christian, married woman who politely declined his indecent proposals time after time. But it’s hard to resist a wealthy, powerful, charming, persistent man who makes you feel desirable, so that day at lunch she decided that when he came in that afternoon she was going to say yes.
And then 1 Corinthians 10:13 emerged from under all those messages.
Help is always on the way.
This morning help is right here in the lessons in our bulletins.
Genesis 3 helps us recognize the tempter when we see him.
The Old Testament
Genesis 2:15-17; 3:1-7
The Lord God took the man and put him in the garden of Eden to till it and keep it. And the Lord God commanded the man, “You may freely eat of every tree of the garden; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall die.”
Now the serpent was more crafty than any other wild animal that the Lord God had made.
The Hebrew word translated serpent here is nachash. It is from the root word meaning “divination, enchantment, sorcery”.
The Hebrew word translated “wild animal” means “to live, have life, remain alive, live forever.”
That’s why, contrary to all the artist’s depictions, I don’t picture Eve talking to an actual snake. What intelligent woman is going to listen to a snake?
A more accurate translation would have her talking to an enchanter.
Scripture says the devil masquerades as an angel of light. Ezekiel said he was, “the model of perfection, full of wisdom and perfect in beauty.”
The Hebrew word translated beauty is from the root word yaphah (yaw-faw), which means “to be bright, beautiful, handsome, fair”. So instead of a snake, picture someone shiny. (I picture a young Robert Redford. He was shiny.)
“Now shiny boy was the slyest, most hypnotically charming being which the LORD God had made.” (Genesis 3:1 JHV – Julie Hintz Version)
Is your mind set on the picture here? Eve has just encountered a bright, shiny, hypnotically charming replica of the One she conversed with each evening in the garden. Sin has not yet entered the picture. She knows nothing of evil. Distrust has not even entered her perfect mind because distrust has not yet entered her perfect world. Shiny boy knows he’s golden, so he makes his move.
Tempters always look good in the coming; they don’t look like a snake until the going.
You know what I mean. You’ve met someone who looked shiny in the coming. It wasn’t until after he/she betrayed you, deceived you, broke your heart, that you said to your friends, “He/she is such a snake!”
Remember, he wasn’t condemned to crawl on his belly until the end of the chapter.
He said to the woman, “Did God say, ‘You shall not eat from any tree in the garden’?” The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden; but God said, ‘You shall not eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the middle of the garden, nor shall you touch it, or you shall die.’”
Look back at the first paragraph (Genesis 2). Did God say they couldn’t even touch it? He commanded the man – because the woman had not yet been fashioned – and in relaying the command to the woman, the man embellished. “Don’t even touch it, Eve, don’t even think about touching it.” Actually, he hadn’t named Eve yet. “Don’t even touch it, woman, don’t even think about touching it.”
It’s important in this temptation avoiding life to see for yourself what God actually said; go directly to the source.
But the serpent said to the woman, “You will not die; for God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.” So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was a delight to the eyes, and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate; and she also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate. Then the eyes of both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together and made loincloths for themselves.
See how crafty he is? He even uses noble desires. Wisdom is a good thing, so how can desiring it be sinful? It isn’t. The sin wasn’t in the desire for knowledge, the sin was in the grabbiness.
Shiny boy portrayed himself as being more generous than God. I see this temptation everywhere these days. The subtle temptation to believe that we humans are kinder, more compassionate than God. We’re not.
(Note to self: When someone wants me to do something that contradicts what God said, no matter how much that someone may look or sound like God, say to that shiny person, “Hold up, let me run that past God and get back to you.”)
Further down in the chapter we’re told Adam and Eve were afraid when they heard God coming, so they hid. Do you think they had known fear before? This knowledge of good and evil that was supposed to be so great didn’t turn out to be so great.
And so it always goes with that snake.
I wonder if God would have invited them to eat from the tree the second they passed the test. Once they showed they would trust Him, obey Him. (You can read Boot Camp for more on that.)
The OT helped us see that the tempter is shiny and sly. Eve said “the deceiver tricked me and I ate.” If he can trick Eve, he can trick us. Smart as we are, Eve was smarter. She was an original, we’re copies of a copy of a copy…
So let’s learn from the Master.
Right out of the gate, the devil tried to wreck Jesus’ ministry.
(Right after He was baptized) Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. He fasted forty days and forty nights, and afterwards he was famished. The tempter came and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.”
Just a casual, harmless, sly little suggestion. You’re hungry, make yourself something to eat. No harm, no foul, right?
Wrong. If he had turned those stones into bread His whole mission would have been aborted.
He had to be one of us in order to take our place on the cross. Can you turn stones into bread? I can’t either.
So if He did something we can’t do He would no longer be fully man.
“But wait,” I hear you thinking, “Jesus did miracles all the time.”
Yes, He did. But He only did what he saw His Father doing and He only said what He heard His Father saying.
And His Father wasn’t making bread that day.
As a human, He was completely dependent on His father to do anything of spiritual, miraculous value. Just as we are.
We can’t take matters into our own hands – if we could, Dixie would be happily pooping by now – so neither could He.
That’s why He said, “One does not live by bread alone,
but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.”
There are more important things in life than our physical appetites.
We’re going to be hungry for all kinds of things and the tempter will exploit every one of our physical weaknesses.
Let’s not get grabby, let’s not take matters into our own hands, let’s take only from the Father’s hand.
If you scroll down to the last sentence of the Matthew passage it says this: “Then the devil left him, and suddenly angels came and waited on him.”
I imagine they brought something a whole lot more satisfying than some crusty bread.
Then the devil took Jesus to the holy city and placed him on the pinnacle of the temple, saying to him, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down; for it is written,
‘He will command his angels concerning you,’
and ‘On their hands they will bear you up,
so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.’”
Jesus said to him, “Are you kidding me? ‘If you are the Son of God’? Please. What did He just say at my baptism, right before I was led out to this place? This is my Son.
Okay that’s my paraphrase. He actually said, “Again it is written, ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’” But they’re kinda’ the same. Either way when God clearly says something, it’s an insult to doubt it.
Temptation comes on strong when we think we have something to prove. This one probably hits teenagers the hardest. Do I have what it takes? Am I desirable?
Tell them they do. Tell them they are. Tell them they have nothing to prove. Every day during Lent tell them in big and small and subtle and true ways that they have what it takes. Leave no doubt.
Again, the devil took Jesus to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor; and he said to him, “All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me.”
All the kingdoms of the world were not his to give but he’s a liar so who cares. He has no problem promising what he knows he can’t deliver.
The temptation here was to bypass the cross; to take the easy way.
“You don’t have to suffer,” the devil hissed, “you don’t have to die for these people. Just worship me and I’ll give you an earthly kingdom.”
This last attempt must have been tempting. Jesus didn’t want to go to the cross. He said so Himself. If there had been any other way He would have taken it.
But Jesus didn’t come to gain an earthly kingdom.
He knew that eventually every knee would bow to Him and every tongue in heaven and on earth would confess that He is Lord. He knew that in order to draw all men to Himself He would have to be “lifted up” on a cross before being lifted back unto His heavenly throne.
He wasn’t going to settle for a cheap imitation of the heavenly kingdom He already possessed.
Jesus said to him, “Away with you, Satan! for it is written,
‘Worship the Lord your God,
and serve only him.’”
In other words, “I’ll take what’s behind door number God.”
Let’s not settle for the cheap imitations that the tempter offers and then doesn’t deliver.
Let’s give up cheap imitations for Lent.
The devil, who had the audacity to tempt Jesus, uses these same tactics on us.
He exploits our physical appetites and weaknesses.
He exploits our pride.
He exploits our fears and dreads.
How was Jesus able to cut through these tough temptations like a hot knife through butter?
He trusted in His Father’s provision,
He was confident in His Father’s love and
He kept His eye on the better prize. Us.
May we be like Him.
P.S. I didn’t say this in the sermon, but here’s why I think was translated as snake:
The Hebrew word translated serpent here is nachash (pronounced naw-khawsh’). It is from the root word nachash (pronounced naw-khawsh’), which means “divination, enchantment, omen, sorcery”. The root word and the derivative are identical in spelling and almost identical in pronunciation. Here’s what the Theological Wordbook of the Old Testament (TWOT) says:
“Because of the similarity of [the two words], some make a connection to snakecharming. More contend that there is a similarity of hissing sounds between enchanters and serpents and hence the similarity of words.”
Just a little bonus for my fellow word nerds.